Dress Like a Prayer, Create Like a Spell: A Wild Feminine Awakening in Peru

Ksenia Avdulova Weaving Your Reality Podcast

In this solo episode (the first one under the new podcast name!), I share the behind-the-scenes story of my pilgrimage to Peru—a journey that unraveled grief, creative blocks, divine timing, and an unexpected airport ceremony. What unfolded in the sacred Andes wasn’t just a travel experience—it was a full-body remembrance of what it means to co-create with the Wild Feminine, or my inner Goddess.

This is a story of listening, following the spark, choosing magic over logic, and letting the wild feminine lead. It’s about cacao and license plates, airport meltdowns and mystical signs in the dirt. And most of all, it’s an invitation to remember: you are the magic.

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Inside This Episode:

Why “when a woman stops creating, men pick up weapons” is more than a metaphor
The power of saying yes before you feel ready
The moment a sip of cacao from Peru changed the trajectory of my life
A real-time initiation into trusting divine timing (and missing a flight)
The creative downloads I received in an underground meditation
Why your nervous system is the real portal to miracles
The aliveness in beauty, adornment, and letting yourself be seen
A call to honor your downloads and create without permission
How the Earth herself is guiding the branding of the product I’ve been developing

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Quotes:

🌀 “When a woman stops creating, men pick up weapons. The only way to restore balance is to create.”

🌀 “It didn’t come from outside of me. It was already in me. The remembering was in my bones.”

🌀 “Your car is your altar on wheels. Let it delight you.”

🌀 “Stop trying to be loved by the divine while ignoring the downloads that are asking to be born through you.”

🌀 “You are not meant to wait until it’s profitable to be worthy. YOU are the magic.”

My invitations for you:

What’s one small, illogical thing that delights you? Let it lead you.
What’s one thing you can do to soothe your nervous system today? Let that be your temple.

Mentioned:

Organizer of the sacred trip to the Andes, Joaquin Del Mojo. The next horse expedition with him will take place 3-12 July 2025, and at the moment of this episode release, there are spots available. If you feel the calling, reach out to @joaquin.del.mojo on Instagram.